paulraphael
Senior Member
Doing your thing better still implies doing something different.Self-diagnosis has brought me to a bit of a "Popeye" moment: I realize that I yam what I yam. I've never had the slightest interest in adopting someone else's style, which means I keep doing my thing. This could be viewed as being in a decades-long rut, but I'd rather take it as a sign that my challenge is to do my thing better.Questions about your own biases and habits are important. I've often discovered mine only because someone else pointed them out.
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This got me thinking about other ways of seeing and making a picture work. Especially, other ways of dealing with space. It set me off on my next explorations.
This taught me to pay extra close attention to other people's observations. They have the advantage of not being distracted by your biases and intentions. And it also taught me to try to play that role myself. To take a big step back from my work, clear my mind, and try to see what's really going on (and what isn't going on).
I'm talking about evolving my own style, not adopting someone else's.
I like to feel that I'm discovering things through photography—things about the world, about how to look, about how to put a picture together. A few times I've gotten to a point where I wasn't doing that anymore; I was just acting on old habits. Repeating last month's or last year's discovery. This starts to feel unsatisfying, and I lose motivation.
In this interview with Steven Shore and Alec Soth, Shore talks a bit about it. He mentions meeting Ansel Adams at party in NYC in the 70s. Adams had a formidable head start with the cocktails by the time Shore arrived, and got a bit maudlin and confessional. He said, “I had a creative hot streak in the ’40s, and since then, I’ve been pot-boiling.” Shore realized he didn't want to look back on his own life like that.
There's still a question of whether to keep evolving the same basic ideas (like Weston or Walker Evans) or to periodically reinvent yourself completely (like Stieglitz or Shore). That's probably a matter of temperament.