Long post ahead some ramblings, but hopefully a thought provoking discussion.
To give some backstory here, I’ve been a hobbyist for the last 5 or so years. I had a d3200 that I bought a decade ago that collected dust and a little before Covid I decided I was going to learn how to use it. I fell in love. I took it everywhere living in NYC. Photos of my kid and his friends at playgrounds, city sights, parties etc. after a bit I wanted a little better focus and grabbed a d7500. Same thing. I loved it! Higher frame rate, got some great photos of my son on his bicycle and one of my favorite photos ever of him eating some fruit at a block party.
in comes my full frame itch. Imagine what this photo would look like on FF, I thought. So I spent weeks researching back in 2020 and bought a Z5. The d750 was very tempting but I didn’t want to “go backwards, mirrorless is the future” says every YouTuber and forum poster.
Here I was with a z5 and a my 50 1.8g and a 24-120s eventually. And it was…different. I wasn’t in love. I am a tech nerd to the core and thought the autofocus detection and evf all made sense. I loved the usbc that can connect right to my Mac, but I still wasn’t in love.
Fast forward to last year I wanted to get indie basketball shots of my son, so instead of breaking the bank or having to convince my wife of a big purchase, I got a d850 used and 70-200 2.8fl. That was awesome! I loved it, the heft, back to an ovf seeing the world! It was great, I got some good photos, learned to focus and then…..GAS. If the d850 is THIS good and fun, what is the z8 like…..so I did it and bit the bullet, got the Z8.
now I have WAY more camera than I need, but it was awesome tech! Spoke to me for the advanced auto focus, high quality video (that I rarely use) a million fps, and all of that allowed some great shots at the lake. But I was missing something. The mirror slap, that tactile capture of what I’m seeing with my own eyes through the lens?
Lastly what has me thinking of going back to dslrs. Lenses. The adapter sucks just plain and simple. No d lenses work, and the balance issues it causes makes every lens feel like garbage. “Moving to mirrorless because of love the size and weight….” Ha! Jokes on you. S lenses are bigger and about the size of adapted F mount. Plus the clinical rendering of the s line had me purchase a 35 1.4g after extensive testing, just because the images just looked more pleasing. I’m not after optical protection, I’m not after Vaseline smeared art/character. I want something that when I view the photo is has depth, character, a feeling. I don’t get that with the s glass.
Was this all a honeymoon phase. Have we went so far into new tech consumerism that we are leaving something behind while chasing optical perfection and 30 fps that has all of us dreading culling images? Did I just fall victim to needing the latest and greatest and bought way above my needs (likely) while actual pro are saving time and money and delivering a product better than before. Should I have been chasing the hobby and fun of photography and not listen to all the pros and influencers? Or am I not alone? Do other people feel this way. Jumping into mirrorless and feeling like they lost something while gaining everything they wanted?
Recent shots below, thanks for getting through





To give some backstory here, I’ve been a hobbyist for the last 5 or so years. I had a d3200 that I bought a decade ago that collected dust and a little before Covid I decided I was going to learn how to use it. I fell in love. I took it everywhere living in NYC. Photos of my kid and his friends at playgrounds, city sights, parties etc. after a bit I wanted a little better focus and grabbed a d7500. Same thing. I loved it! Higher frame rate, got some great photos of my son on his bicycle and one of my favorite photos ever of him eating some fruit at a block party.
in comes my full frame itch. Imagine what this photo would look like on FF, I thought. So I spent weeks researching back in 2020 and bought a Z5. The d750 was very tempting but I didn’t want to “go backwards, mirrorless is the future” says every YouTuber and forum poster.
Here I was with a z5 and a my 50 1.8g and a 24-120s eventually. And it was…different. I wasn’t in love. I am a tech nerd to the core and thought the autofocus detection and evf all made sense. I loved the usbc that can connect right to my Mac, but I still wasn’t in love.
Fast forward to last year I wanted to get indie basketball shots of my son, so instead of breaking the bank or having to convince my wife of a big purchase, I got a d850 used and 70-200 2.8fl. That was awesome! I loved it, the heft, back to an ovf seeing the world! It was great, I got some good photos, learned to focus and then…..GAS. If the d850 is THIS good and fun, what is the z8 like…..so I did it and bit the bullet, got the Z8.
now I have WAY more camera than I need, but it was awesome tech! Spoke to me for the advanced auto focus, high quality video (that I rarely use) a million fps, and all of that allowed some great shots at the lake. But I was missing something. The mirror slap, that tactile capture of what I’m seeing with my own eyes through the lens?
Lastly what has me thinking of going back to dslrs. Lenses. The adapter sucks just plain and simple. No d lenses work, and the balance issues it causes makes every lens feel like garbage. “Moving to mirrorless because of love the size and weight….” Ha! Jokes on you. S lenses are bigger and about the size of adapted F mount. Plus the clinical rendering of the s line had me purchase a 35 1.4g after extensive testing, just because the images just looked more pleasing. I’m not after optical protection, I’m not after Vaseline smeared art/character. I want something that when I view the photo is has depth, character, a feeling. I don’t get that with the s glass.
Was this all a honeymoon phase. Have we went so far into new tech consumerism that we are leaving something behind while chasing optical perfection and 30 fps that has all of us dreading culling images? Did I just fall victim to needing the latest and greatest and bought way above my needs (likely) while actual pro are saving time and money and delivering a product better than before. Should I have been chasing the hobby and fun of photography and not listen to all the pros and influencers? Or am I not alone? Do other people feel this way. Jumping into mirrorless and feeling like they lost something while gaining everything they wanted?
Recent shots below, thanks for getting through




